My Break-Up

Last Monday,I send my boyfriend an email about we too need to break-up cause have some problems between us. So I told my friends that I'm 50% break-up.......I was waiting for him to say yes at last he did on tuesday......He was a lovely guy but his attitude seems to get worst....

I love him so much but he always over control me and put a border to my freedom that my parent gave to me...He even was suspicious on me when i was honest to him. I was patient with his rule and everything for 3 years but this time i can't take it.

From Monday till now, I can't sleep at night because I'm scared whether I did the rite choice or not....I don't want to regret to my decision on the future......For a moment, I thought he is the one....my true love.....soul mate but he turn out to be different.

I want my dream guy to be someone that care what is going through my mine.... Someone who appreciate me for what I am..... I want to be hold in his arms and feel the love..... I want him to respect my decision and understand the important of my freedom.......most of all I want someone who trust me no matter what happen......

Is it big to ask all of this to a person that I love so much...

I mean why should I be disappointed when I didn't make any mistake...........perhaps he doesn't deserve me....may be the god want it to be like this because there is someone special waiting for me.......

I will wait for HIM......when the right time comes I will be with him and happy ever after..... (*_*)